Meanwhile in the mind of . . .

Where do we go from here? A lone starship floating in the void of space.
I'm ever stuck in this black hole.
I need to get away but this black hole keeps sucking me in.
Filthy aliens keep attacking the ship, we are all just lost in translation.
I try to fix the ship. Not good enough, everything backfires.
Here I am just floating in space low on fuel and oxygen. waiting for the end?
I'm still trying to get these damn thrusters working so I can move forward.

Have you ever had those dreams where the one you love and trust the most stab you in the back and betray you completely? Then you wake up and you're mad at the one in your dreams for what they did to you in the dream. Yeah that sucks.

Hurricane comes tonight . .
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I got a job in universal studios being a Doombot on the Doctor Doom fear fall ride. YES!!

I have a weird craving to jump back in to World Of Warcraft again. WHY!!!!!!!!!!!! I can only see WOW helping me out in keeping in touch with friends who are VT when I move to FL.

Going to Florida june second or third. Got to book that ticket. I hate my job more than ever and not just because of the rumors of layoffs. IBM is like High School all over again. I can't stand it. THe cliches and the rumors. God I hate this Fucking place.

I have decided before my move to Florida that I will try to hang out with my friends. Well the ones that make an effort to still be my friend. I'm Bored. I want this Fucking day to end.

Carpe dez Nuts!
God I can't wait to quit this fucking job. June needs to come faster.

Rumours say IBM will layoff over 250 employees on june 1st-15. Yay. I can garuntee that my job is axed. Mainly cuz I'm typing at work :P. I believe Andrew ad I may get the axe. I think DOug and Lori are safe though.

I got bit by the Warhammer bug again. Mother Fucker that shit is expensive. At least I have two painting buddies (Vince and Lori). Still no call back from those job applications I filled out. I better get on that shit tonight.

I need to go back to the gym. Period
I hate Really Short hair.
Saw a little bit of the fan film Freddy VS The Ghostbusters. Really good prop use, really bad acting and really good make-up.

The more I start thinking of Florida the more I really want to move there.

Don't people deserve second chances? I'm looking at a couple of my friends out there.

I really want to build this Dark Angels Ruined Cathedral.
http://us.games-workshop.com/games/40k/darkangels/terrain/monastery/default.htm

Feel free to tell me things I don't know or random facts.

Hey there Bret,
I see you're looking down.
Don't wanna see my little buddy down with a frown,
Just because I get more women than you,
Well that's only because they don't know you like I do.
Sure you weedy, and kinda shy,
But some girly out there must be needy for a weedy shy guy,
They want you as they needle when they're rolling in the hay,
So just hear me out when I say...
Bret you got it going on!
The ladies'll get to know your sexuality when they get to know your personality.
I said Bret you got it going ooon!
Not in a gay way, just in a "hey mate I wanted to say that your looking ok mate!"
Why can't a heterosexual guy tell a heterosexual guy that he thinks his booty is fly?
Not all the time obviously, Just when he's got a problem with his self-esteem.
Don't let anyone tell you you're not humpable,
Because you're bumpable,
Well I hope this doesn't make you feel uncomfortable,
If I say you got a "boom ow ow" come on Bret help me out now.
Bret you got it going on!
(Got it going on)
That's the conclusion that I've come to,
But that doesn't mean that I wanna Bum you.
Bret you got it going ooon!
(Got it going on...)
No doubt about it we'd be going crazay if one of us was lucky enough to be born a lady.
OH, if one of us was a lady!
And I was your man, if I was your man.
Well sometimes It gets lonely and I ne-ed a woman,
And then I imagine you with some bosoms.
In fact, one time when we were touring and I was feeling really lonely,
And we were sharing that twin room in the hotel,
I put a wig on you while you were sleeping, put a wig on you.
And I just lay there and spooned you.
Bret, you got it going on.

All pics from www.Vgcats.com

I hate a lot of things right now. So if you need to find me tonight i'll be drinking everything away at the bar. Feel free to drink till we can't feel feelings anymore.

I just went from WOW back to COH. If anybody who used to play wants to get back on then let me know and I can get us a free month. If you want to try out coh i have four 14 day free trials. Just let me know.

Just to let you know the old EB games crew is back online aka Joe, Jermey, Clay, and myself. Although clay, joe, and i don't work for EB anymore.

OKay I know I promised to write more but lets be honest here. I'm fucking lazy. Ahem.

Anyway the road trip I had planned to take with some buddies to the Stanley Hotel has been changed. I don't know where we are going but I do know that we might do a bet. Okay here's the bet, we all dress up as superhero/comic book something, throughout the whole trip, we have to keep the costume on and be in character or else we fail. Now this is just the outline so far. The bet will also be for money, so remember we're doing this for money. Now as for who's going and when, well the plan is to leave around next fall so it's cool out. As for who's going I know Sol, Nick, and Tim have all shown interest, I hope they will stick with it. I will flesh out the trip a little more later on through the year. Later peeps.

Thanks to Mel Gibson's the Passion of the Christ, I realized where S&M came from. Unfortunately Jesus didn't know the safe word.

SO halloween night I'm going out to the bar's in costume. I'm doing something his year as the whole dressing up. I'm not going to go as the undead night/ skeletor as I did for Tim's party. I've narrowed it down to two choices. An Emo kid or Emo spider man. It's a tough call. Either way I need to do my hair hardcore straight. Let me know if you want to go around town.

In an effort to encourage myself to write more, I will write about my most memorable fun times with my friends. I hope to write each day about a new friend. For the first entry I will write about my past roommates who I hold in high regards.

Nick or more commonly known by his alter ego Pszito.
It was a beautiful spring day in 2004. Nick and I had nailed my bumper on my van and then packed it up with our 40K stuff for a road trip. It was around 2:30 or 3 in the afternoon, we had made plans with my old boss, Pat, who lived in bumfuck Vermont. It was like two miles north of Montpelier. We had talked with Pat before and made plans to show up around five when he got out of work.
As soon as we got in the car we noted that we had an hour and a half to a two hour drive with no working radio. We had kept up a good conversation about anything and everything. We arrived at Pat's house around 5:00 and immediately unloaded the models and tables from the van and set up shop. After an hour or two of setting up our armies and the landscape, we got to playing. We only really played till around 11 or 12, and then stopped and cleaned up, loaded the van, and drove home. We never did finish that game but I'm sure Nick was going to win. Fucking Tyranids.

Tim or more often then not know as El Timbo.
It was a very cold and snowy December night at 198 King. It was around 8:30pm, Lori was at work, the kid's were sleeping in her room, Jackie and Travis were nowhere to be found, and Tim was out with Meg catching up with some coffee. I had nestled into the couch and popped in Prince of Persia 3 and was destined to beat it. I had a nice big cup of water and the only light that emanated into the room was that of the Christmas lights from the window.
I got a good hour or so into my game when I heard laughter coming from the outside hallway. I all I thought was "Please don't be Jackie and Travis". Sure enough it was Tim and Meg. So since I had got up to let them in I decided to have a cigarette. Upon returning inside from the balcony I returned to the game. Now with Tim and Meg watching as I preformed death defying leaps over fire and spikes, Tim noticed something odd when I went into the next room.
"Dude, your jumping over all of these death traps and running on walls just to get to the kitchen?" Tim asked.
"Hahaha Yeah. It must suck to wake up in the middle of the night to grab a sandwich." I replied.
"Well that's just poor architecture."
All in all we sat there for the most of the night shooting the shit about crappy castles and the late night bathroom visits. What you would need to do just to get a drink of water. Meg left around 10:30 and soon Tim also had to leave to go to work. As luck would have it I did beat that game as soon as they left. I spent a good half an hour fighting the final boss and show them I can do it, only to beat it after they leave. Fucking Prince of Persia.

So right now I'm just throwing the idea around to go to a haunted hotel for a couple of days and do some Ghost hunting. Something like the Stanley Hotel in Colorado. For those of you who don't know the Stanley hotel is one of the most haunted hotels in America, it's also where Steven King was inspired to write the Shining.

Anyway I'm just looking for some Idea's on places on where to go. So let me know if you're interested and or want to let me know where a cool haunted place is.

Of course we all know my luck. We'll end up taking a wrong turn and ending up lost and stuck in some Rob Zombie movie.

Last night I went out to the bars with Tim. We decided that instead of bar hopping we would go to a bar with food. We choose Ri Ra's. We got there around 9 and waited 20 min for our table. We finally got in and sat down and ordered. An hour and and 15 minutes later we had gotten our food. Well lesson learned, don't go to eat food at a bar restaurant on a friday night.

On a lighter note we did have good time just shooting the shit and caching up. It felt like old times back on King St. Pre Travis. During the conversation Tim mentioned that GWAR was coming back to higher ground. I have to see them this year. I missed out last time due to work. SO I went on Higher Grounds website and look up the bands that are making there way in to my backyard.

10/28 That 1 guy
10/31 Rocky horror Show ( I know this is not a band but I want to see this live again.
11/6 GWAR
11/18 Dropkick Murphy's
11/26 Ween
12/18 Chimaira

Well I should get back to work.
~Ryan

I have internet again!!!! I just updated WOW so everything is a;ll up to date. Play with me.

SO Now that I have a badass computer thats reliable and I don't need to pay douche bags for! I have decided to play WOW again. Fourth times a charm? I get Internet on thursay and the more I talk to Tim and Vince about Wow the more excited I get about jumping back in. The last time I was on WOW I joined Laughing Skull server with Corey. Now that Corey and I had a falling out I think it's time for me to go back to my Alliance roots on Kel. Granted Starting from lvl 1 but I have more than one friend on Kel. Also I went to WOW's homepage and I do have two toons on kel. A crappy lvl 10 pally and a shitty rouge. Yeah. I do however miss my blood elf rouge. My highest lvl toon ever!!!!!!!!!!!!! 33. Not impresive but it is for me. :P
So now I can't wait to join WOW with good friends like Tim, Vince, Nick, maybe Nichole, Sol, and some others. Yay good people.

Had the Greek Gods party. It turned out very well. I drank a little to muc hand felt sick by 2:30 so I started to kick people out.

I don't really feel like writing very much. So back to work and once work is done, the GYM.