Meanwhile in the mind of . . .

Undone by Five Finger Death Punch
Sometimes the things get so jaded
Still my heart slowly beats
Sometimes life gets complicated
Still the world around me sleeps

I'm ashamed, not to blame
Don't wanna think about it
Who I am, what I've done
How do I carry on?
Wanna change, turn the page
Don't wanna think about it
How do I undo what's done?
Undo what's done!

Sometimes the things get so faded
How is it that you can't see?
Sometimes life seems overrated
Makes my heart slowly bleed

I'm ashamed, not to blame
Don't wanna think about it
Who I am, What I've done
How do I carry on?
Wanna change, turn the page
Don't wanna think about it
How do I undo what's done?

Undo what's done!
Undo what's done!
Undo what's done!

I'm ashamed, not to blame
Don't wanna think about it
Who I am, What I've done
How do I carry on?
Wanna change, turn the page
Don't wanna think about it
How do I undo what's done?

I'm ashamed, not to blame
Don't wanna think about it
Who I am, What I've done
How do I carry on?
Wanna change, turn the page
Don't wanna think about it
How do I undo what's done?

Maxwell, age 2. A fluffy black cat... one of his parents allegedly was a Maine Coon, but he's pretty normal-sized. And fluffy. Did I mention fluffy?

Had my camera's battery charger not been lost you would all be faced with yet another barrage of cat pictures by me.

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Well reading my old posts on here really help me realize that I have a pattern i need to break: Get fed up with how things are and decide that I am going to change it but in the end I stressed out and give up. I am so tired of doing this to myself. I am doing everything i can do so I can get back on track. I moved back home, I may have found a possible career path, and most of all I have passion for life again. Yet somehow I manged to fuck up going back to school this semester but I am going to call on Monday and hopefully sort it all out.
I realize the next year isn't what i want but its what i need. I wish i could pursue what I want but I have come to the understanding that its not the right time. Even though I feel like I may miss the chance and end up regretting it. I have made a path and now I must walk down hoping I made the right choice

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The week between Christmas and New Year's is traditionally the lowest-traffic week of the year for my site, and I'm gonna be out of town anyway, so I thought I might try something a little different this year. Here's a teaser for my idea:



I've already got the basic idea for the story and will hopefully start working on it before we drive down to Maryland (one advantage of driving down is I can actually bring my big Cintiq with me) for the holiday. Of course, going over my outline and idea list, this might end up being MORE work than the usual QC strips >.<

So uh I no promises yet I guess, but hopefully I won't puss out and will actually get this done.

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Tubgirl staggered and finally collapsed. "You...you have defeated me," she gasped.

"No," Fart-chan replied. "It was you who defeated yourself."